Im writing this to just get the crap out of my head. Not for readers, or comments, or anything like that. In fact, I hope that no one sees this.
I think I am going crazy. You see, I have a crush on this guy and even though he has made it VERY clear in his actions of late that he doesnt like me, I cant get him out of my damn head.
I have deleted and blocked him from Twitter, although I can still see everything he posts. So that isnt very productive for me to get him out of sight and out of mind...
I have blocked him from seeing my Facebook, but kept him as a friend so I can still see his page. Again, not productive.
I dont know what to do. I have been told to just get over it. But I still like him! How the fuck do I get over him?
I feel like a damn 16 yr old. And the worst part is that he and I are barely talking, so I cant even talk to him about this. Not that talking to him would do any good. He keeps saying he cant or wont date because he is emotionally fucked up... I ask what happened in his past to make him emotionally fucked up, and he says I dont want to talk about it. I want to leave it all in the past. .... Uhhhh ok, then stop using the excuse that you are emotionally fucked up.
UGH. I dont know what the fuck to do. I guess time will just work this crush out of my system?
Why can't he just talk to me and give us a chance? :(
